Everyone is excused, everyone is clearly doing their best in these trying circumstances!Īnd then I get annoyed at the exercise, for being so maddeningly effective. And afterwards, even if I only exerted myself for ten minutes, and if I’m honest it’s seldom more than ten minutes – afterwards I’ll feel benign, positively magnanimous. Then, just as it feels like my skin is going to fall off from sheer, resentful aggravation – I stand up and do some form of cardio exercise.
Oh, don’t worry, I find literally everything I say and do annoying too – and then comes the guilt at being so grumpy at everyone, guilt for not being a fountain of perky positivity – even though I’ve always been irritated by fountains of perky positivity whether or not there was a pandemic closing in on us.
People trying to be funny online annoy me, people trying to be heartfelt annoy me, if you say something inane, that’s annoying, if you say something deep, that’s super annoying, if you mention hanging out with your partner, it’s plumbing the very teeth-eroding depths of intolerable. I personally cannot complain too much (and yet!) but I do find myself increasingly quick to irritation as a result of all this repetition. If you’re reading this I certainly hope things are as close to your current working definition of “okay” as possible. I generally regard the outdoors with suspicion anyway so I guess this is simply the universe reinforcing my assessment of it. I had romantic notions of reading and knitting in the yard but every time you open a window wasps and mice and flies pour in and though it gives the vibe of living in a Southern Gothic novel it’s also massively off-putting. UPDATE: Jaykin' Bacon: Episode 3 requires Source SDK Base 2013, Half-Life 2 Deathmatch & Counter-Strike: Source, it will not function if you do not have these installed and converted to SteamPipe.We’re about three weeks into lockdown here in NZ but for me it’s been a full month since I’ve left the house – even to go outside at all.
Official Page w/ Donation shit that can earn you access to the private beta. BUT: we should be expecting a summer release THIS YEAR. There are so many things I can say about this mod that you just have to see it for yourself. I take not part in development but you'll be surprised to hear that the main developers are Jimbomcb (the creator of nope.avi) and his friends: postal and craptasket.įrom what is seen in the videos, Jaykin Bacon is an over the top, comedy based, and overall enjoyable mod for Half-Life 2 Deathmatch. Jaykin Bacon: Episode 3 is a fanmade sourcemod as a sequel to Jaykin Bacon: Source. If you expected a screw around thread centered around Serimah-Brand Bacon and Gaben Newell, prepare to be disappointed.
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